The Butcher’s Bill
EP | 2024
DANCING HORSES
Bring it on back
Bring it on back
Lets take a baseline
Upward from here
On this we agree
Upward from here
And don’t you distract
The spotlight is on
And I am directing
Don’t you distract
I will direct
Your attention
Now cue the dancing horses
Now cue the dancing girls
Blessings will beget blessings
And blessings will be deserved
Why won’t you act right?
I Love You But You’re Kicking My Ass
It’s so strange, troubling
How, when outcome is known
How you, informed and true to form
Choose the wrong thing
And you say that
You want to
You want to change how you are
But then you don’t change
And so change is not the outcome
And I can’t hear the same old story
And I won’t sing the same old song
And I can’t compliment your good judgment
Unless there is some
Oh how I love you
But you’re kicking my ass
Oh how I love you
But you’re kicking my ass
And you won’t deign to take advice
You seem willing to pay any price to stay the same
To never change
You keep complaining your life just keeps staying the same.
How’s it working?
You keep on making the same mistake over again.
On purpose?
And it’s so strange, befuddling
Despite all that you learned
And all that you know that I know
You learned the hard way
Oh how I love you
But you’re kicking my ass
Oh how I love you
But you’re kicking my ass
You keep complaining your life just keeps saying the same
Alibi
Alibi,
Get down you'll fall
(Alibi)
Make a fool of yourself
(Alibi)
Regardless I'll always be here to reassemble you
(Alibi)
I'm not one to judge
Even if he were some wonderful thing full of love to give
I wouldn't stand by while you put all your dreams in line behind his
And drinks upon drinks upon drinks upon drinks never fixes it
The truth is right there when you wake up and shout out “oh lord!”
We did warn you,
Now you know.
Alibi,
Get down you'll fall
(Alibi)
Make a fool of yourself
(Alibi)
Regardless I'll always be here to reassemble you
(Alibi)
I'm not one to judge
And even if he were just half of the man that you say he is
He still hears what you say and then minimizes and erases it
And hating, berating, and blaming yourself never fixes it
The truth is still there when you wake up and shout out “oh lord!”
We did warn you,
Now you know.
You will always be my alibi
I will always be yours
It Just Keeps Coming
I ask you for an answer
Instead I get a poem
I thought we’d help each other, but I see
We’re all in this alone
And it just keeps coming
It just keeps coming
And it just keeps coming
It just keeps coming
I hate to see you suffer
But you won’t let me help
And with the weight of my own burden
I’ll need to look out for myself.
And it just keeps coming
It just keeps coming
And it just keeps coming
It just keeps coming
I hate to see you suffer
But you won’t let me help
And it just keeps coming
It just keeps coming
And it just keeps coming
It just keeps coming
Are you sure you’re sure?
Are you certain?
No Moon
I’ve stored the stars away
Feel it out, you don’t need them anyway
No moon at all to light the way
You held me
I hold the stars
You said the words
You didn’t mean them
No! No moon, no stars
Let there be dark
And the stars are mine anyway
Never doubt, I can give as well as take
No moon at all will light the way
You held me
I hold the stars
You said the words
You didn’t mean them
Yes, the stars are mine to take if I want to
I can hoard my light away
I don’t owe you.
No! No moon, no stars
Let there be dark
Too High For This
I’m too high for this
Let me get the earth beneath me
I’m too high for this
Before I lose my grip completely
I’m too high for this right now
I’m too high for this right now
Let me get straight
Give me a day
I’m just too wasted for this, Love.
In my embrace
Floating through space
Floating through space with me, Love.
Though you had all day
You said nothing
Now you corner me
And tell me these things
Now’s not the time
You see that i’m
Not up for conversation
Love, float and vibrate
Give me a day
Float in vibration with me, L.ove
When I can, you’ll get full attention
I’m only partly in this dimension